I seek the security of the past because of the uncertainty of the future.

I feel I'm getting older than I would prefer, I don't know what I really want, and I don't know where to find answers to questions I don't know how to ask.

Scared of uncertainty definately describes me. I've been a real jerk to the people I really care about in the past. I was a very bad child, I thought I've outgrown it but it seems I'm doomed to repeat myself.

I need a vacation. I need to see my family in Florida.

"Lord Jesus, give me patience and give it to me NOW!!!"