Have you ever thought seriously what it would feel like to KILL another human being?

Thats a tough one for a normal person to truly comprehend..

And no, I do not want to kill someone. I've just been trying to contemplate what it would feel like so that I can reflect that in my kata for karate....

It's not nearly as easy as it sounds.

I can't imagine what it would be like to KILL someone; to take away their life... Even if it is in self defense...

Maybe they have kids or loved ones that they can never again say "I love you" to...

This is making me very sad to think about it.. but it's what attitude I NEED to reflect...

And I know that if it came down to it, I would be a LOT more worried about me or ones I care about being the ones to die....

I still insist, it's not an easy task. :(