I'm scared shitless. I don't know what to do. My nerves are COMPLETELY shot. I'm so worried she won't like me, I just want to talk to her so badly.
God dammit I'm a fucking creep! How could I possibly expect anyone to ever like me? I don't know what to do, the waiting is killing me. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I've gone bat-shit insane.
I just feel so worthless, I can't seem to do anything right. I have a chance at someone I truly like and I just fuck it all up. I'm am so fucking stupid. I just want to cry so much...
It's not fair. :((
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Dude, chill.
Oh yeah, and don't give up so easily. Rejection gets easier over time; trust me I'd know.
I haven't been rejected yet. LOL! I just haven't heard anything from her yet.
I'm worried because it seems odd that she wouldn't have read my e-mails and tried to figure out who the heck I was.
She said she was really busy this week, but still, it only takes a half hour or so to make sure I'm not a psycho stalker.
I think I'm just anxious and nervous and paranoid, and like you said just need to chill.
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