I'm scared shitless. I don't know what to do. My nerves are COMPLETELY shot. I'm so worried she won't like me, I just want to talk to her so badly.
God dammit I'm a fucking creep! How could I possibly expect anyone to ever like me? I don't know what to do, the waiting is killing me. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I've gone bat-shit insane.
I just feel so worthless, I can't seem to do anything right. I have a chance at someone I truly like and I just fuck it all up. I'm am so fucking stupid. I just want to cry so much...
It's not fair. :((