Tuesday, September 30, 2008


Boy do I feel stupid!

Yep, I failed... go figure!

What the hell do I have to do to be happy?

This sucks :(

Monday, September 29, 2008

I always fail :(

I'm scared shitless. I don't know what to do. My nerves are COMPLETELY shot. I'm so worried she won't like me, I just want to talk to her so badly.

God dammit I'm a fucking creep! How could I possibly expect anyone to ever like me? I don't know what to do, the waiting is killing me. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I've gone bat-shit insane.

I just feel so worthless, I can't seem to do anything right. I have a chance at someone I truly like and I just fuck it all up. I'm am so fucking stupid. I just want to cry so much...

It's not fair. :((