I can't believe I haven't used this blog in YEARS. Crazy what time does. Every time I come back here though, so many memories flood in; a lot of which I wish wouldn't. I'm so fucked up... I'm actually STILL hung up on Naya; god I fucked that up... Worst mistake of my life. I comfort myself by saying she's much happier now and that we're not similar people, and we have grown differently, but here I am, all these years later still talking about it. What the hell is wrong with me? I wish I could just let it go. Bah.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not unhappy with my current situation or relationships, I just can't let go for some reason.
I feel like this blog is the "dark side" of the internet for me, haha. I seem to type so much stupid shit here, but it's a recessed part of the internet and it's good to vent, then to look back on this someday and again say "What the fuck, dude?".